Have You Ever?

Have you ever felt like someone is always coming for you? Always that feeling that someone doesn't like you, they're jealous of you, they're always giving you backhanded compliments.

Well if so, no I'm not a doctor or anything but you have to let that train of thought go. First off, everyone isn't going to like you: if everyone in you've met in this world does like you, please stop being fake. One of my favorite sayings, "They hated on Jesus". Only people that will be liked by everyone is people that go and change their personality around each person they're around.

I was very much the person feeling like everyone was coming for me. I'm still working on it, but I believe I had that thought because "I let them come for me" as I was growing up. I let people make me choose to do some crazy things in my life, that has left me damaged in ways I can't even understand.

I have let people let me choose to decide to lose things I could never get back and people who maybe only there to help. Funny how I'll never know. What I do know is that no one can control me, but me, and I have chose to control myself. I believe, my God and me is really all I need. That does not mean deny the support you can get from others. Everyone is not out here to get you, against you. Once you learn that, and start working on training your mind to think different thoughts, you'll be able to live a happier life. We will always have troubles in this world. It will never be all good and it will never be all bad, but I know if you're going around believing everyone is against you, you'll only helping that balance of life lean towards

misery.